Sick...

I'm sick of the hearwreck
And of getting her indiference
I'm tired of not being as good as he thinks I am
of him devaluating me and dissapointing the third one
To be looked down at pisses me off
Even hen falling down and rising, I just am always wrong
I'm hating not to tell things
But it's worse to have what to tell
So I'm sick of life...

- But yet I go on living, for whatever sick reason.